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⸨ Valiant ⸩ — Dream Cave
Wonder Duo
The hardest kind of resistance is when you're resisting yourself. When your heart wants something, and your brain prevents it. When you want to cry, but you smile instead to protect your pride. When you feel like blowing up, but prefer to explode in your deepest depths, so no one around you can feel it.
«Fear, pride, denial Envy, antipathy, pursuit»
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don't mind the theme i'm workin on it
* Name: [Rylan] * Pronouns: [they/them] * birth year: [1995]

“Don’t worry,” says the demon. “I’m here for a reason. What’s your name?” I tell him, but he’s already gone.

Did you get an address?

Yeah I have an address, but I never wrote it down, and the demon is long gone.

(The demon lives in a small apartment in my skull. He’s a tall androgynous man in a business suit with a red tie, wearing a black shirt and black pants, sitting at a red desk, talking on a telephone and smiling at me as he does so. On the desk is a glass of water, a picture of a cat, a glass of milk, and three cigarettes. The walls are a sickly yellow color, and there are bookshelves filled with the sort of stuff that would get put in a house with a childless couple. The room is carpeted and very warm. The sunlight from the skylight illuminates it all with a sickly green light.)

Oh my god, he lives inside my head, in my head, in my head, in my head, how can I be so cruel to him. He is the only person who understands me. He is my only friend. How could I have done this to him.

(I get up, I walk into the kitchen, I take a glass and a bottle of juice out of the fridge, and sit back down and wait. The demon is there, drinking his glass of water, smoking a cigarette, looking at a picture of a cat on the desk, and talking on the phone. After about three minutes, he comes over to me and puts his hands out and says, “Take care of him, please.” I don’t get the reference. I can’t take care of him. We don’t do that here.)

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